God reigns

2012-01-29T06:17:00.000-08:00

SWEET SIXTEEN

♥♥♥

LIKE REALLY REALLY SWEET

2012-01-16T06:19:00.001-08:00

page 16 of 366

// happy sweet sixteen fanghui <3

LIFE IS MADNESS

sigh

2012-01-09T05:41:00.000-08:00

A1 FOR O LEVEL CHINESE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GOD IS ALIVE

HE REALLY IS

2012-01-07T04:30:00.000-08:00

Omg whattttttttt is this.
MY FIRST WEEK OF SECONDARY FOUR WAS SO OVERWHELMING MY GOSH.
First day of school was goooood, hugs and hellos and heys and everything but omg, the stressload?
Lessons are like super extended for S4 students now and we have extra lessons almost every once in a while and I actually signed up for Math Learning Club and Lit supp, oh gosh here comes my inner nerd self hahahaha. Then homework homework homework homework revise revise revise paranoia paranoia paranoia :(
I'm just so scared for this year. Quote Ms Ng 'I shall tell you the truth. This year is gonna be really really horrible' My heart dropped when she said that. Sigh, what to do. I'M SECONDARY FOUR WHEN TIME FLIES LIKE ZOOOOOM AND BEFORE I KNOW IT, O LEVELS. So many stuff to catch up on plus cca stuff. Omgoodness, just ended CCA SHOWCASE todayyyyyyy!!!!!!!! I'm so tired everyday oh no how now brown cow :( Yikes what am I typing doesnt even make sense trolololol. NEXT WEEK CCA SIGNUP DAY AND AUDITIONS AND CNY PERFORMANCE OMGGGGGGGG AHHHHHHHHHH AND ORIENTATION SOON WHUT!!!!!!!!
I'm going crazyyyyy typing this proposal for auditions day on Thursday right now. Deadline's @ 10pm :(

I'm so overwhelmed, I really am.
Sometimes at night I fall asleep in a matter of 10secs. I didn't even get to say 'Amen' :(
FIRST WEEK AND WE'RE ALL ALREADY LIKE THIS?! )<

Anyway, it's Isabel's birthday tomorrow so cellgrp is going out for lunch! (:

And O LEVEL CHINESE RESULTS out on Monday :((((((((

need a b r e a k

2012-01-03T05:59:00.000-08:00

SCHOOL STARTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You're a big girl now, Vera.

Secondary 4, do your best and make this year count.

2012

2011-12-30T05:30:00.000-08:00

Probably the hiong-est and best December ever.

NEW YEAR'S EVE TOMORROW! ★

Gonna srsly reflect, do dedications, pray alot and yes, new year resolution (that has to work!)

Okay, meanwhile these hols was really slack and dedicated to CO please :/

I AM GONNA GIVE MY BEST SHOT NEXT YEAR. REALLY IT'S FREAKING CRUCIAL AND I AM NOT GONNA LEAVE ANY SPACE FOR REGRETS. I WILL REALLY WORK MY BEST AND BE A NERD FOR ALL I CARE. I MUST.

Orientation camp was funnnn today! I love my cca and of course, SNCOmm! Man, we slogged out butts off! And next year when school reopens OMG we have HUGEEEEEEEEEEE amounts of work to do, interactions, public performances, cca fair, auditions, jubilate, rsc, showcase/concert and more and more proposals gasp. Plus my academics.

I don't know how but let's wait and see.

My Saviour lives <3

2011-12-25T19:46:00.000-08:00

Ayy Young Homie whatcha trippin' on - NowPlaying

I DREAMT THE BEST DREAM EVER WITH CHRIS RENE IN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HE FREAKING HELD MY HAND LIKE SO TIGHT OMG IM LIKE OMGGGG GOSH CAN YOU BELIEVE IT I CAN ACTUALLY FEEL IT RIGHT NOW <3 <3 IT WAS THE BEST DREAM OF 2011 <3

Picture spammmmm now! (:

THIS IS FLIPPIN CUTE OMG ♥

AVRIL // CHRIS HUG ♥

Christmas this year was awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Like seriously, pictures soon yeah.

Had amazing parties, ate so much junk, got so many GREAT pressies but Christmas ain't about all this fun, its about Jesus Christ yup, Our Saviour.

AND CHRIS RENE WAS BORN ON 25 DEC OMG HAPPY BIRTHDAY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ♥

10 steps forward and no steps back! <3

2011-12-22T21:01:00.000-08:00

NOPE HE DIDN'T WIN @THEXFACTORUSA.

But you know what?

THE ONLY REASON HE DIDN'T WAS BECAUSE HE WAS WORTH SO MUCH MORE THAN 5MIL DOLLARS. I BELIEVE, I REALLY DO, THAT HE'LL GO A LONG WAY. WHAT A STAR, I MEAN WHAT A STAR <3

He helped thousands of people that were probably in rehab get up on their feet.

He blew the world away with his originality and yes whatcha trippin' on Young Homie?

I KNOW, EVERYONE KNOWS THAT HIS ALBUM IS COMING UP <3

Loving life with this guy forever

CHRIS RENE

2011-12-22T05:46:00.000-08:00

XFACTOR BEGINS IN 16MINS OMGGGGGGGGGGG

JUST GO WATCH HIS PERF WITH AVRIL LAVIGNE IT'S DANG FLIPPN' GOOD <3 <3

So eggcited right now omg!!!!!!!!

I've been voting like insane the whole day hahahaha like 500 votes whee! (:

Woke up at 5am for school so by right I'm supposed to feel shagged by now but I'm so high hahahahahaha CHRIS RENE IS MY GUYYYYY <3

Results tomorrow morn at 9am! Heehee I might faint if he wins really.

I really pray that he will <3

Anyway, amazing tumblr ----> http://chrisrenelovelife.tumblr.com/

Follow @ChrisReneFannCr :>

2011-12-21T04:15:00.000-08:00

Last final 10 days of 2011!

13 more days to reopening of school awwwh man!

AND ITS CHRISTMAS WEEK <3

Gonna keep in mind that xmas ain't bout fun but about Jesus! (:

AND ITS THE XFACTORUSA FINALS TOMORROW OMG YKNOW IMMA CALL TO THE STATES TO VOTE FOR MY BABY CHRIS RENE COS HE IS REALLY THE X FACTOR <3 <3 <3

LET'S EMBRACE EACH DAY AHHH SO EXCITED FOR EVERYTHING!!!!!

Though I was pretty upset over smth today sigh oh wdydwydtm :(

2011-12-16T00:38:00.000-08:00

I...er.. can't really express my life in blogposts right now hahahaha

MET UP WITH MY LOVES YESTERDAY (':

Early xmas gifts we exchanged heehee <3

Love this two really muchsies :>

Pretty and cool stuff we bought from Typo!

Moustache awwwh.

SINGAPORE DANCE THEATRE: THE NUTCRACKER

With Natashaaaaaa (:

I CANNOT BE MORE PROUD OF THIS GUY, MY LOVE FOR HE MADE IT TO THE X FACTOR USA FINALS I LOVE HIM SO MUCH, SERIOUSLY

♥

CHRIS RENE

even the name sounds like a major superstar.

I really hope he wins it! I really really hope and I know he will <3

God bless you hun.

CHRISTMAS IS COMING UP REAL SOON!

Not about Santa, not about presents but about Jesus, one and only!!!!!!!

♥♥

The day you left was just my beginning #nowplaying - Kelly Clarkson (What doesn't kill you)

You don't kill me, you just made me stronger and made me realise that the term 'BFF' doesnt exist AT ALL.

2011-12-09T05:19:00.000-08:00

OKAY THIS IS LATE BUT........

CEC 2011 : BIG APPLE ADVENTURE WAS A SUCCESS YET AGAIN, BY FAITH! ♥

CEC FAMILY

HAD THE BEST CLASS EVER BROOKLYN 4! (:

FELL IN LOVE WITH 2 BOYS OMG SEAN AND ARON ♥

Epic moments

Awwwwh, my current lockscreen <3

SO MANY MORE PHOTOS ON FB HAHAHAHAHA

Hallelujah for CEC'11! (: It's the 8th year we're doing it and its just super amazing how God provides every year, time and time again, proving to us that yes He is the Messiah. You know this year was a tough year for me, both academically, spiritually and emotionally. I encountered alot of problems in my relationships but I just find myself running back to God all the time, crying for help. This CEC, to me, felt entirely different 'cause I didn't volunteered my help this year just because everyone else in cell is doing so but just going forth with love for kids and wanting them to take up the Christian faith. I found CEC'11 the best ever anyway. I felt so at home even though sometimes I struggle at night with negative emotions but every morning I sit with Jazz at the registration counter and just seeing the kids come in/help 'em put on their nametags/getting hugs/smiling parents just made me feel like everything's worth it, for the glory of Jesus!!!!!!!!

By faith, I believe in things I cannot see. By faith I cling to the hope that Jesus gives me.

AMEN.

Holidays have been awesome! Mugging, reading and just done with my guitar cover for Someone Like You (: Gonna head down to Esplanade tomorrow with Natasha and Nicole <3

Byeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2011-11-27T03:27:00.000-08:00

PHEW GOSH THIS WEEK WAS SUCH A HAPPENING WEEK

And I got to experience one of the bestest things ever! (:

So in short this amazing week, I......

TOOK PART IN TEMASEK'S STUDENT CONDUCTOR COMPETITION + CAMP

♥

AND GOT FIRST HAHAHAHA OMG

I thought it was really my best conducting experience. I guessed I could really perform better under pressure hahaha. Though nervous and uncertain of FeiTian, I did my bestest and guess what, heehee first! (: The Maris Stella judges' comments were like damn give face lah hahaha and gave marks like 90/100 ^___^ Then I went home and reviewed the mark sheets and hahahahaha it was really funny later on at night when the MSCO and TMSCO starting mass adding me on fb and congrats and all that stuff heh.

AND THIS OMG CHRIS RENE FAVORITED MY TWEET AGAIN ♥

This tinnie butterfly was on the car windscreen yesterday and it posed really long for me to capture this.

CEC DEDICATION SERVICE WHOOPWHOOP!!!!!! (:

The Big Apple Adeventure this year yeah hahahah! And I'm taking K1/2 againnnnn and I'm so blessed to be in Brooklyn 4 with Dorcas and Qinghui as teachers and JAZZ as my fellow helper.

Heehee anyway gonna enjoy this process yup and touch the young hearts of the little kiddos and bond well with TRBC family (:

Erhu grading exam yesterday!!!!!

Gosh, NUS is like a maze but it's so pretty heehee.

My examiner was a nice old man and thus was not really nervous (:

DID MY BEST AND MEMORIZED MY SCORES (OHYEAH) SO YUP.

Kayes, yuppp my toe is so painful now and I'm gonna eat my porridge (appetite sucks nowsadays)

AND CLASS DECO @ BROOKLYN 4 TOMORROW :D

Carpe Diem

2011-11-19T00:10:00.000-08:00

RT @staplerfights:
"the first to apologise is the bravest.
the first to forgive is the strongest.
the first to forget is the happiest."

Saw this on twitter from my friend and I thought it really applied to my life. Lol, why am I brooding over someone who doesn't care anyway. Okay next 2 week is gonna be the MOST HIONG AND HECTIC weeks of my lifeeeeeeee. Hahahaha but no I'm not daunted for my Saviour lives ♥

C H R I S R E N E

Obladi, oblada, life goes on ah!!!!!!!

2011-11-17T04:53:00.000-08:00

dilemma

2011-11-14T07:21:00.000-08:00

TODAY WAS A GREAT DAY HEEEHEEE ♥ ♥

Okay woke up early and read my new book called Daniel Isn't Talking (: It's pretty good and it made me realise how autism really is like and how strong those mothers with autistic kids are. Then Joyce was spam calling me as she bought yummy icecream and Ruffles at ntuc. Met Wanqing and Joyce later on and we went swimming in the burning hot sun yay (: Hahahaha we went totally mad and we kept trying different styles when we took the slides heehee. Had a super awkward chat while ordering KFC hahaha we so cool we were still bathing when the delivery man came! So we paid and totally stuffed ourselves with KFC spicy chickennnn and ruffles and pepsi at the umbrella table omg fats booo ): Then we played Monopoly Deal hahaha epic 'HOW I KEEP CALM WHEN YOU'VE GOT A DEAL BREAKER?!?!?!' Then we went up to my house and (re)watched XFactorUSA and almost died when Chris Rene came into the screen hahahahaha. Camwhored and played another round of Monopoly Deal and my brother won us all neh. Okay they went home at around 7 and I just slacked around reading and ughhhhh co proposal stuff.

YESTERDAY ♥

Went out with Likshi Trina and Joanna whee so fun! (: Crazy Likshi and Trina spent so much $$ hehehehehe then we caught Footloose omg so awesome!!!!!!!!! Spazzed about XFactor in the train with Joanna and ate about 20+ sushi at home oh no fats and plus the Marble Slab Creamery we ate gosh! And kinda proud of my editing skills?

COmm outing @ IKEA tomorrow (but ain't going cos I feel so sick now) and dry run for farewell!

Not posting too detailed stuff about my life so you have no chance to know too much about me hahaha.

HOPE

Is what I hold on to everytime I see you.

Hope of maybe you would take the first step?

Maybe not, as week after week, you make no effort to save this friendship.

To forgive is a virtue isn't it?

So come, tell me what you want to tell me.

Scold me, affirm me of my insecurities, I don't really care.

Because all that's left in is just a soul yearning for your presence.

Never doubt the sincerity of my apology.

Never, 'cos I meant every single thing I wrote till this very day.

2011-11-11T06:38:00.000-08:00

11:11

11/11/11

Didn't wish for alot of things

Just thanked God in a simple prayer for everything

MEANWHILE IM WAITING FOR XFACTOR TO START HAHAHAHAHAHA <3

2011-11-10T06:56:00.000-08:00

CHINESE 'O'S IS OVER OMG.

I'm so blessed gosh super overwhelmed.

Thank you God for being with me though I kinda lost confidence like 15 mins before the real thing.

Today was a really great day (:

Compo was what I read and wrote about before so I was literally like yay!!!

Heehee, but I know all this was God at work.

MY GOD IS ALIVE

♥

Everything breaks, some just hurt more.
-Handle With Care

By the way, I'm nuts over CHRIS RENE (duh!) and I've been taking so many good photos of food and reading many awesome books and having so much fun with stnicks friends and just trying to forget you.

2011-11-08T06:43:00.000-08:00

Right now, life is in bumblebee motion.

Schedule is packed to the max.

Having so much fun and laughter with my school clique(s).

Chinese Os on Thursday.

I'm leaving no chance for any regrets.

I LOVE MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS.

AND FOR ALL THESE BLESSINGS, I LIFT MY HANDS TO JESUS.

THANK YOU GOD.

Hi. I wonder if you'll ever read this cos yeah. I miss you so much, to the extent that sometimes I cry myself to sleep and pray hard that when I wake up, you'll be my bestfriend again. It's been....73 days of me changing.
And I don't even know what I'm typing but I miss you.

2011-11-05T03:34:00.000-07:00

CHRIS RENE REPLIED, RETWEETED AND FAVORITED MY TWEETS
∞

I WENT CRAZY AND VOTED LIKE IDK HOW MANY TIMES ALTHOUGH SPORE WASN'T EXACTLY AVAILABLE FOR VOTES? HAHAHAAHAHAHAHA GOTTA LOVE HIM MAX <3

FAVORITED MY TWEET (:

REPLIED OMG HAHAHAHA I ALMOST GOT A HEART RELAPSE WHEN I SAW THIS <3

RETWEETED YAY YAY YAY

Luckiest XFactor Fan yeah? (:

I can't even.

2011-11-02T08:54:00.000-07:00

let us praise God

wild and free

for He reigns

forever and forever

amen

2011-10-29T21:50:00.000-07:00

CHRIS RENE♥

(http://www.thexfactorusa.com/contestants/chris-rene)

Omg this guy is the real X Factor!!!!!!!!!!! <3 I so so so believe he's gonna win it hahahahaha yes (: Man, just love this guy like seriously alot heehee. AND HE FREAKING RETWEET AND FAV MY TWEET OMG YAY YAY YAY AND @TeamChrisRene @ChrisReneLover AND ALL THE OTHER CHRIS RENE FANS STARTED FOLLOWING ME?! HAHAHAHAHA IM TRIPPIN' ON CHRIS RENE BABEYH <3 MAN, HE'S GONNA WIN THE WHOLE THING YUP SO FOLLOW @MrChrisRene NOW :D

6 months clean and sober.

L.A. Reid: 'You are the truth'

Can't hold back my tears when he got a standing ovation.

I JUST TOTALLY SUPPORT CHRIS RENE

♥

2011-10-21T21:04:00.000-07:00

AMEN

Heart overflowing with gratitude for He is so real in my life.

My results have been quite good I must say.

I did my best.

AND I WANT MY LIFE TO BE A LIVING TESTIMONY FOR GOD.

And yes, Hillsong's new album is coming up! (:

REALLY EXCITED FOR THIS.
♥

2011-10-16T08:54:00.000-07:00

the lost are found

the blind will see

the lame will walk

the dead will live

YOU ARE GOD. FOREVER YOU WILL REIGN.

/Hillsong; God is Able Album'll/

♡

2011-10-13T09:04:00.000-07:00

12:00 am on the dot and spamming hillsonglive and christomlin on my ipod.

What a smart gadget, it shuffles exactly the songs I wanna hear.

Today's such a burdenless day for EOYS just ended.

Whatever my results may be, I did my best with God's help so no regrets.

No regrets at all.

My heart is (too) overwhelmed with unexplainable gratitude.

2011-09-18T06:12:00.000-07:00

CITY HARVEST CHURCH

Today, I went for Sunday service @ CHC! It was great and awesomezzzzz.

Love the praise and worship and when we held hands to pray and baby dedication of 30+ babies was very touching. Really encouraging and relevant sermon by Pst.KongHee <3

Determination.Habitation.Unification.Preparation.

Be exceedingly wise.

2011-09-02T07:59:00.000-07:00

Sometimes God pushes us to our limits because He has greater faith is us than we have in ourselves.

But it feels like I've hit my limit and I'm this close to giving up (on us).

NEW MONTH NEW SMILE

2011-09-01T05:43:00.000-07:00

I'm so not ready for September please.

END OF TERM 3 TODAYYYYYY HOORAY OR NOT HOORAY I DONT REALLY KNOW/CARE But it was a good term, one that allowed me to grow closer to God and to place my entire trust in Him whenever troubles arise. Okay this term's results are like the bestest ever this year! :) Praise the Lord, I knew I could do this with determination and unwavering faith in Christ our Lord heehee. So yep Teachers' Day todayyyyyyy yay <3 Tchers day celeb was rather boring hahahahah whoops just totally loled at choir 'cos they went damn high pitch hahahaha and me and Joanna were like 'Mike spoiling already la!' kekeke okay then we had our majestic 1 hour recess though 4/5 of it was spent going around taking pictures with teachers and giving 'em my pretty cards omg pictures soon :) And it was the day where everyone stampeded into the staff rooms at both secondary blocks hahahaha epic muchz. Was like surveying the teachers' tables gosh so cool some of them so messy aiyooooo~!!! Then lessons resumed till like 11.15? Met Ilene and Lynn for bonding session/lunch/moderating RSC documents. We bought like large KOIs cos the sun was melting us and macs for lunch ugh all the annoying fatty acids and glycerol )': Seriously talked alot with them and went to the library to continue chit chattin' then Lynn had to go so me and Ilene just blahhhhh alot of crap. And the BIGGEST issue in co now is bonding. Bond bond bond, nothing can ever start well in a cca without a bond really. So we tried real hard to brainstorm and we thought of a few potential ones yup so woohoooo productive session (Y) So before Sep hols prac, we're gonna try our very bestest to major bond COMM, SECTIONS and CO all at the very same time. So overwhelming and all but as cca heads, we're gonna give our very best so we'll leave and live a legacy for our reds and yellows to follow.

Gambatte! ^^

2011-08-28T05:13:00.000-07:00

Let Go and Let God.

Week 9 was uhhh okay hahaha I'm actually at a loss of descriptive words for this week. Messy, I guess. Okay highlight of the week: VANESSA (23/8), JASMINE (23/8), LIKSHI (26/8) AND BRITTANY'S (27/8) BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYS <3 <3 <3

So on Monday after school, I went on ninja flight heehee. Trained down to ION after school and bought many many stuff and spent a bomb on all these lovelies' pressie and all the made with 100% love cards yay! Woohooo Tuesday was awesomezxc! Passed Jasmine her gift and she was so happy hahahaha love that smile. And my darling Fred Weasley (Vanessa) look here! *waves* Angelina Johnson loves you the most kekeke ^^ Something SO GOOD happened later. Can you believe it, I got highest in class for Chem!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ahhhhhh my goodness less than 10 people passed in class and whut I got such good results?! How great is our God, awesome in power and loving in every way. I was so happy I was literally spazzing like mad and then I texted my mom and she was like 'Ok. Good job!' Aiyah so anti-climax one. Nevermind but when I got home I saw this /inserts tension

TADAAAAA! STICKY'S AWWWWWW SMALL JAR OF REAL GOOD YUM-NESS.

Thanks Daddy and Mommy :)

Friday was @POOPAGREENTEA's first year anniversary! Oh mian, happy first year birthday my loveleh twitter account! Seriously you convey almost my everything to my 156 followers hahahahahaha. Likshi's birthday too woohoo love that gurlz. Lucky pig she had super lot of balloons and pressie and care bears muahaha and my mom bought her Famous Amos. So we had lessons till like 12.35pm cos we had to clear the school cos of elections or something along that line. Spazzed with the teachers' day video and stuff and then trained to Stadium with Miaw, Trina and Jo and ate super yummy Meatball Marinara @ Subway Kallang Leisure park! Went to Miaw's house after that to change hehehehe. Likshi's mommy came to fetch us to Kallang Leisure Park for iceskating yay yay yay :) Omg last time I did that was in P2, totally lost that ability but it was okay la at least I didnt sprawl with four limbs facing sky or something~ Took major lots of polariods (Y) And then Likshi's mommy came to fetch us all (again) to collect yummy strawberry cheesecake and then her house. MY GOODNESS LIKSHI'S HOUSE WAIT NO ITS A FREAKING CASTLE DAMNNNNNNNNN BIGGGIE! Joked around in her room and then dinner was like awesome hahahaha everybody went nuts and almost drunk (winkwink Jiamin) then we told ghost stories, braided our hair, took loads of unglams and polariods hahaha lost all our demure and 温文尔雅 st nicks image please. Cut cake time! Ugh so yummy I was stoked mannnnnnnn hahahaha. Daddy and mommy came around 10? Sent Amanda home and reached home hehehe super late already whee. Okay this is such a superficial blog post for I cannot out into words how awesome the day was and time wasn't being relative and fair. It was flying likeeeee a ninja banana gahh :/ Nevertheless, enjoyed myself thoroughly heehee :) And gained loads of calories I think oh wellz.

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYY LIKSHI

Hope you had a memorable blast pretty girl! :) Heehee I love you soooo muchsies and all the best for studies and dance dear! Happy birthday once again, not forgetting our keep calm and drink pokka greentea~ ^^

Yesterday was totally hmmmm. Everything went past me so quickly, do I even have time to react to anything I dont know really. Woke up to a silent house wow thats normal.Met Sihui for lesson then daddy fetched me to church. Sorry Brittany couldnt go to your party but hope you like my pressie kay love you sweetheart! <3 Had a really bad headache while I was studying there cos the rest of BASIC were at leadership workshop roflmao. Went for dinner with Izzy, Weiyung and Minghui at Pontian wanton mee yay yum yum and then we rushed back in the rain to church for praise band rehearsal. Ended at around 10 and family actually went to Taka Mooncake thingy without me!!!!!! Sobz ): Seriously then eat all my GREEN TEA mochi. Hey was I born yesterday?! Green tea's like my no.1 food/beverage whatever also never leave anything for me!!!!! Hmph. Was quiet all the way home and fell asleep while drying my hair and reading the last song. Imma such a good multitasker wahahahaha :)

Church today, felt like I had only 2 hours of sleep, dragged myself outta bed then met Mandino outside and he teased me about ytd's blogspot. Fine, I'm sorry alright. It was in a moment of anger and God please help me not to hold any grudges!!! It's a definite need yeah. Got pushed into the sanctuary by cutsie Kaelyn and we compared out nail polish and stuff hahaha kiddos. Left cell in the middle of nowhere for TRBC(CO) rehersal for Family Day next sat omg omg omg so eggcited! :) Tuition damn funny today alright as usual Weiyi said the funniest shit ever woohoo~

Just ate prata yum yum gonna bathe now and read finish the last song latest by next wed! No school for like 3 and 1/2 days this coming week! Must chiong chiong to study yep.

38 days to EOYs.

Give me some paranoia.

2011-08-22T08:04:00.000-07:00

I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA HOW CAN I EVER PRAISE YOU ENOUGH JESUS

Remember the previous previous post about the fact that I didn't memorize a single thing for my SS essay and that God really worked in me and gave me the wisdom to just write out whatever came to my mind? This yes this. As I collected my SS paper, I was thinking 'Gosh, sure fail...' And guess what, I got an A1. A1. My heart dropped. Of so much joy and reaffirmation that my God is real. I went like totally nuts and high and bowed down to just thank Him. How great is my God everyone reading this, really :)

MY GOD IS ALIVE IN ME

2011-08-20T09:51:00.000-07:00

HEART OF GOD CHURCH

Today was probably the most relaxing Saturday in a long long long time. I woke up at 10 to an empty house. Okay I'm so getting used to this 'cos my family treats me like an adult (yay or not yay?) and forever leaves me at home to fend for myself. So they bought lunchie back and I omnomnom while watching this medical science show on Nat Geo that pretty soon made my appetite disappear hahahahaha. Went to meet Sihui at Bishan and we bused to Telok Kurau for erhu lesson. Lesson was shit as usual and we bused (again ugh butt pain) to Paya Lebar to meet Yifan and headed to HOGC! :) Loads of SN people were there and this YiXuan major hugged me heehee. First time in such a strong charismatic church, I was really overwhelmed. Praise and Worship felt so strong and people were just lifting their arms to the stage and the songs were really impactful. I'm not too comfy with the fact that they prayed in tongues and all that stuff but the message by Pastor Cecilia Chan was good!!!!!!!! Very relevant to my life woohoooooo. It was on generational momentum and that there is a power within it. I don't remember exactly what happened cos everything was just overwhelming but I learnt that creativity is a freaking big black hole. And unless underneath it are everlasting arms, nothing will ever satisfy your soul, hallelujah. AND WE HAD THIS AWESOME GUY FROM C3 CHURCH IN NY GOSH HE WAS GREAT IN LEADING P&W EVERYBODY JUST HIGH-ED AND JUMPED TILL THE GROUND SHOOK HAHAAHAHA.When we sang 'Holy is the Lord' I felt so empowered all of a sudden and there's this feeling I couldnt explain but it felt like God's calling for me to involve myself in His ministry. I'm gonna pray hard bout this tonight yeah. Service ended @ about 7.45 and went for dinner with new friends and talked to Yifan on the phone hahahaha private stuff.

It's 1am nowwwwww madness am I becoming a nocturnal animal?!?! Watching this documentary on Discovery Channel with Daddy and I just finished 2.5h of math hw chionging. Seriously time flies when you're doing Math! Church is tomorrow so I'm a happy girl and Daddy's chairing :)

On a sad note, I'm so sorry I couldnt control my tears when I saw my math results. Though not a fail, I was so disappointed in myself and it felt like my efforts were wasted but I really lurveeeee my lovelies for those comforting letters and hugs <3

1 CHRONICLES 28:20 : STAY STRONG

2011-08-17T06:58:00.000-07:00

JESUS IS THE ANSWER

I am about to burst into a million zillion pieces right now because 1) SNGS CA3 IS FREAKING OVER and 2) MY FAITH IS SO MUCH STRENGTHENED ITS GONNA MOVE MOUNTAINS ♡
My face is so red now my mom says I look like I'm getting a heatstroke any moment but I can no longer my gratitude and love for Jesus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm on the verge of tears and emotions are just raging like mad within me. I don't know what and how to react but I'm letting everything get go loose without control for just tonight. For just tonight I'm burdenless. Thank you so much so much Lord.
CAs are like always the period where I can feel God working in my life almost every second, every minute. I'm so blessed I can't even...Ugh I have no idea how to express this joy in submitting yourself entirely to God, where you realise GOD (is so much) > EXAMS omgoodness. True enough, I was seriously stressed out this 2/3 weeks and my emotional state went totally haywire. I feel so guilty now for I made my parents super depressed looking at me. I sleep with hardly any peace and wake up in shocks or jerks and that sucks alright. Cried like shit almost every other day but praying to God made me feel so much reassured that the hands that made this universe are holding me. I am plainly speechless on the depths of His love really. Every point of time I feel like giving up, i just cry out for help and lift my entire self up to Him. I just feel that my faith grow so fast during this few days and even though I have so many insecurities regarding my revision status and I break into a frenzy the day before each paper, He calms the storm as soon as I run back to Him for help. I just really thank God for dwelling in me and all I want to do now is to run into the streets and shout to everyone how great is my God. Yes I'm an ordinary girl but I have no ordinary God and the world needs Him. Also for self-discipline, I never knew I could station in my study area for like 6-7 hours in a row mugging mugging mugging! And sleeping at 12/1 am and waking at 4 when the birdies that wake me up every morning arent even awake. Hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah I can say this forever. This is my living testimony I guess and I'm just so empowered by the holy spirit and revived by His love <3 <3 <3

I'm actually having mixed reactions about the grand finale of cas that just happened a few hours ago. I know Day 1: Pure Geog and SS paper was heaviest subjects for memorizing ever in history. And essay for SS shocked the shit outta me. I did not study for it. But yknow what, I wrote a full-length essay and it seemed like fairyland for that period of time 'cos everything that I just plainly glanced came out of my mind like magic. Gosh this is not luck. This is my God working in my life. I think this time, I really made God my priority and I remembered Matt 6:33-34 time to time and just don't worry. Sighhhhhhh my God is an awesome God. Okay so after tonight I'm back to continuous mugging for EOY is in 7 weeks' time. No time no time no time but I'm trusting everything in God's grace! :)

Okay I'm super tired right now from the aftermath of sleeping 3/4 hours for 2 weeks. I need a good rest to recharge myself for morning jog pe and cca tomorrow hahahahahahaha. And today Simz, Yifan and I just spazzed like during english ignoring mr liew about having kids and our dream husbands ahahaha. Weird but I have such coolio friends (Y)

OH YES YTD WHILE I WAS SORROWING OVER AMATH, MY DADDY CAME BACK FROM CG MEETING, HE BROUGHT BACK SOMETHING SO UNEXPECTED: HOMEMADE CHOCO MUFFINS FROM ISABEL ♥ THANKS BFF. AND I LOVE BASIC SO MUCH FOR BEING THERE FOR ME DURING THIS CRISIS. Thank you Mandino heehee be honoured I'm mentioning you! Those texts that just reaffirmed you from a brother in Christ, thanks Man :)

If God sends us on hard paths, He will provide us with strong shoes.

2011-08-13T07:59:00.000-07:00

HALLELUJAH

11:11 on the dot right now and I've been studying Bio since 9plus in the morning. CA3 is so not over yet, why am I even here ugh. But my extraordinary God has been working in my life these few days. It's really amazing.

Update soon.

2011-08-06T08:37:00.000-07:00

Someone pat me to sleep, please.

2011-08-04T05:10:00.000-07:00

English CA3 paper tomorrow. I just hate myself when I keep falling asleep while mugging and yet cannot sleep at night but let this month be something strong for God, something worthy to be lived. Anyway, I cried 'Lord, help' while conducting shuizhisheng today and I really felt His empowerment on me and liulaoshi was impressed :) Not that I wanna boast but I really felt like God pushed me forward and allowed me to give my best shot, hallelujahhhhhhhhhhhh.

Oops, back to mugworld.com

2011-07-31T02:24:00.000-07:00

FIRST WEEK OF FAST AND PRAY IS NEARING ITS END.

There has been so many things on my mind lately. But I am so so so so so thankful for God's mercy, grace and protection over me this week for surely, I really experienced rather negative body changes in relation to Esther Fast. Maybe its because my stomach has learnt to live without food for long spans of time, it rejects food occasionally and I get like really bad stomachaches. And then I pray real hard for God to once again, remind why am I fasting and its true purpose. To show me how to be a shining light for Him and spread His gospel yet at the same time not boast for I am nothing without God. I get loads of mixed responses when I respond to questions on why am I fasting. Some go 'Huh? For how long? You not hungry meh?', 'What do you fast for?' And for some lovely fellow Christians, they go 'Ooooh yeah my church is doing 40 Days of Purpose/Prayer too!', 'Wow, God bless!!!!' :) I explain to them that this is to take my time off worldly desires to place my entire in God and simply dedicate prayers to Him. I know, deep down in my heart, its a huge opportunity for me to tell them the Word and save the lost. But I had no courage and in the 2nd week to come, I really want to pluck up some faith and just do it yeap. I believe God has a plan for me.

This week, as usual, stress level has gotten up and there's just a never-ending list of things to revise and do. Plus some internal conflicts about the person I wrote about in last week's post. On a side note, I'm truly blessed with friends like Mandino who seriously without a doubt, are those kind that are there for you rain or shine :) I always thank God for such encouragement 'cos I know not many will come by and treasuring them is one skill I will acquire. I don't know, but there seems to be no boundaries between us and God is working in my life, so blessed so blessed. Heehee okay enough sidetrack ya! Tuition just ended yay. Gosh Weiyi was damn funny today hahahahahahaha. The whole class totally laughed like shit when he just kept shooting weird questions. Like during diagram-drawing,he was like 'Dennis, you got add me on facebook? 1 month already leh...' Then Dennis was like 'No leh, I didnt see what' And then omg he said 'My profile is me..lying on my bed! But got my school tee so can see me ya!' Then we just burst into fits of laughter wahahahahahaha. Thank goodness Daddy picked me up, I was so tired bleh. AND BSC WOOHOOOOOOOOO YEAH I GOT 20 HOURZ THIS WEEK HOORAYYYYYYYYYYY :) AND I WATCHED HP7.2 GOSHHHH IT WAS AWESOME AND I CRIED WHEN SNAPE DEAR DIED! HE LOVED LILY SO MUCH (Y) GAAHH I LOVE HARRY POTTER SO MUCH MY CHILDHOOD )':<

Leadership workshiop'11 on 26th and 28th for CCA leaders and student council was awesome. And the lady in blue's name is HO KHIM RONG and she's probably the bestest leadership/motivational speaker ever

♡

Busy buzzing bee week 6 ahead! Brace yourselves everybody and of course, I'll be praying for trbc one marvellous family as we venture into the next week of fastandpray 2011.

“

If you declare with your mouth, “Jesus is Lord,” and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.
— Romans 10:9

2011-07-29T08:41:00.000-07:00

dear future husband

I hope you truly believe children are vital to our ministry together. that we can climb mountains even better with 6 kids in tow than we could by ourselves. that we can travel by donkey just as easily with 5 kids under five as we could just the 2 of us. that we can start an orphanage and preach in the middle east with 7 children with as much ease as if it were only us.

I hope you truly believe in the blessing of children. that together we hold infants and pray over people. that we pacify toddlers while sharing the gospel. that we let our 5 year olds practice prophesy right next to us. and that we have no need to hover over our school age children because they will be right next to us praying and sharing.

I hope you truly believe in Gods own reward to us.

Behold, children are a heritage from the LORD, the fruit of the womb a reward. -Psalm 127:3

Week 5 ramblings, elaborate soon! Right now I really need sleep )':

2011-07-24T03:54:00.000-07:00

THE FIG TREE

Today's sermon was powerful. So powerful I cried at the end and my family just stared hahahaha but it's so amazing that God is actually looking down on me, making sermons so relevant to my life. It's these little things in life that spur you on to continue fighting. Dr Chris Creech is amazing and yknow what, I think he thinks I'm an idiot for I smiled throughout service. How not to? His voice is so firm and I'm sure God was satisfied with what he was telling us. The feeling was really overwhelming and I cannot help but say that seriously, my God is no ordinary god :) And today I'm soooo happy 'cos I carried Korkor Darius's baby. Heehee whatever you think, I love carrying babies wahahahahahahahaha.

ANYWAY FAST AND PRAY 2011 IS STARTING TOMORROWWWWWWWWWWWW

Woah awesome how time flies. I pray fervently that God will let us see what fasting truly means and that we will take time off our worldly matters and desires and lift up our prayers unto God. Well, I've decided to do Esther Fast but I'm not sure whether my body condition is alright to handle this. But I'll pray and ask God about this and not be doubtful for our faith can move mountains if we allowed Him to take over our lives. And also for BASIC, though we have complications within us, let our faith be never shaken. Our Lord reigns on high. As I stepped out of church today, I felt really bad alright. Almost to the extend of breaking down, not because of my insecurities but disappointment. You know what, I'm a 15 year old girl who has an awesome God but yet feels that she doesn't deserve a single bit of grace, thinks too much all the time, doubts too easily, fragile-hearted and needing alot of reaffirmation. Yet today, it dawned upon me that the person I trusted alot lost the trust I loved the most about her. Why did she do that I have no idea but I don't blame her for anything. I'm not gonna go up to her or show anything and ask her why but instead I'll bury it deep in my heart for this is not the first time. Its like the third time and the pain's returning stronger than ever. As saddened as I am now, it will forever serve as a painful reminder. Slap me in the face, tell me to open my eyes, be careful with my words for anything and everything can be twisted in meaning. I know this will be a difficult barrier to overcome so I'm needing God like never before.

I want to be like that girl singing heehee.

Tchhhhhh, I'm gonna be busy like hell this week so many things to do plus make-up tuition almost every other day and cca and third lang essay omg gonna die playing catch-up )': In the midst of all these tests and hw, I really wonder what am I learning so much for (except bio) sigh but there's hardly any room in my brain to think of this.

Some kind of powerful love I hope I'll share with my husband-to-be

♥

Goodbye guys, gotta chiong homework.

2011-07-23T08:56:00.000-07:00

It's like 12:02am, Sunday and I just wrote a 7-page long chinese essay.

I'm very tired, stressed and giving up is an extremely good option.

But in a few more hours I'm waking up to church and it's a new day and I promise, I'll wear my best smile.

I need you so badly.
And I don't know how or what to feel but

Now you must not cry.

2011-07-17T03:41:00.000-07:00

Yes this,wake up Vera.

This week was totally stress gosh like totally mad rush of revision and never-receding homework pile. Feel so accomplished everytime I 'force' myself to clock in some hours and really bury my head into books but then what am I doing this for? I know I know I think too much for my own good yet this is beyond what I can control. I'm exhausted man, I know everyone is but help me Saviour, help me.

Okay so BSC is doing fine with everybody. I guess although Mandino didnt complete the 15 hours, I can really see that he's putting in alot of effort ;) ANYWAY EVERYTHING'S GOING ON FINE AND STEADY AND I LOVE THEM ALL THE SAME WITH OR WITHOUT BSC <3 Had church today, yay Sundays are awesomez. Woke up super early to go market and buy tea fellowship heehee (Y) Cell was great. Lesson 18: What will happen when Christ returns? Man, it was really confusing at the end part but gorgor Jeremy still explained everything to me hahahahaha and after 20 mins I finally understood. And Jazz came today awwww cutsie and he totally turned my iPhone upside down but aiyah its alright. Super rushhhhh nom @ United Square then tuition. Omg Dennis is a really good AMath teacher, without a doubt. I understand full length topics within like 2 hours and in school after 2 weeks, its like half know half don't know? Shows how much a teacher matters. Not saying that Ms Quek isn't good, maybe its just my weird brain that refuses to recognise her voice and absorb knowledge. Today was freezing so I was nudging Wei Li to go take the remote and he went and it was like 16 degrees?!?!?!?! Craziness hahahaha and we major revised so yes! Productive is productive yeah. Went to look see at Puma's sale and went Popular to get more chem tys ugh what is this )': Muffins are the lurveeee~~~

YESTERDAY; VOLUNTEER @ SHF 2011

Jocelin, Kim Yee and Wailing

Awwwww, it was so much fun. Went at 8 in the morning for briefing with Joyce and we two were in charge of this group of elderly from i-forgot-what cc. Omgoodness, the old people were so adorable!!!!!! Ahh, they were so excited at the Kampong Spirit element and started pulling me around telling me bout their childhood ;) Its like super heartwarming to hear such stories really and I felt so touched just holding their wrinkled hands. Then, we were like facilitators so we kept stumbling over chinese translations and stuff but this group of people seriously made my day. And at the end, I was so sad to let them go and one was like '妹妹来，我要跟你拍照' Okay I wanted to cry alright. To be honest, I'm a really emotional person and this is the main reason why I can't go to like orphanages and old folks' homes cos I'll just cry buckets sigh. Moved to Heartland Groove after lunch and went high with those lovely people up there in the picture. Gosh talked so so so so much from like anything to everything. Made daddy da bao Subway cos I fainted on the sofa.

I'm having BSC-withdrawal symptoms. And my mom's crying over dongyi right now geez. On a side note, hope I survive Week 4 without crying myself to sleep. Ohohoh, I dreamt that my pillow scolded me for wetting it every night hahahaha roflmao. And I'm really thankful for twitter peeps, they're such an encouragement everytime they tweet so many lovely tweets :)

Today gorgor Jeremy asked me something totally unexpected and it was about you. I never expected him to know and I was clinging onto my jeans, trying not to run. But what? Sometimes I wish I never knew anything at all, never went for church camp or at least disappear for that one day. Something's missing, don't you understand? Missing.

Hillsong is amazing. No.1 music love!

" Our hope is Yahweh and He shall reign forever

-Hillsong United Faith Hope Love; Yahweh

2011-07-14T07:38:00.000-07:00

Thursday, 14/7/11, 10.38pm

Exhausted

BSC is way too successful, can't elaborate.

Help.

2011-07-10T07:27:00.000-07:00

Hosanna! Week 2 of Sem 2 is fairly awesome. I'm a happyyyyyyz girl 'cos I've got super ten thousand gallons of motivation to study, seriously why? I don't know and I don't care yay. Today during cell, we came up with BSC (BASIC Study Curfew) where we have to make an effort, exercise some discipline and self-study for min. 15 hours/week ;) I'm so ever-ready for this, starts tomorrow omg eggcited but I'm doing 3.5hr/day on my own. I'm mad, really am. Maybe 'cos its the laggy feeling of only going to school for like a meager (British spelling hahahah) 2 days )': Anyway, this will last till Os hopefully.

There are so many things in our daily lives that we have to thank God for. From just waking up every morning to Him being there, showing us what life is. Nowadays, I see loads of people on Twitter just practically ranting how terrible life is, how 'much' suffering they're undergoing. I wish I could tell 'em about my God. I wish they knew how it was like to place everything in God's hand, lift your life unto Him and just to not worry. Yes, StNicks is like living concentration camp (thanks Mandino for the great reminder), we have just a crazy amount of things to handle, especially in upper sec but

How great is our Father. Really.

School starts tomorrow, all over againnnnnnnn week 3's gonna be a hectic week. So many things to rush out and my CHINESE O LEVEL ORAL EXAM IN LESS THAN 48 HOURS woahhhhhh >: And Tea Tiffin and Poetry on Tues, sounds like a literature party according to Ms Ng. Heehee, Fast and Pray 2011 (1-5 August'11!!!!) Sorry, I'm like blogging all over the place cos things just come into my head and I gotta go iron my uniform pack my bag eat my pills sigh /busygirl96/ I hope I stop coughing at a 5 sec interval by Tuesday. Yknow I can't be coughing throughout oral ugh. No more antibiotics and cough med aint working ):

"Is prayer your steering wheel or your spare tire?

Don't need you anymore. Hoorah.

God reigns

2011-07-05T23:26:00.000-07:00

Hello, here I am at home, bored to tears, worried about Chinese Os while everybody is at school )':
Yes, I had thyroid viral infection for the past few days. Gosh, it was like hell, I really thought I was going to die. My fever refused to subside even after 3 doses of medicine and went higher and higher. So last night my parents made an urgent rush to the hospital 'cos I was practically burning and my throat was constricting. The doctor seriously scared the shit outta me and checked like every single thing she could check. My thyroid glands are swollen and my heartbeat is kinda fast so she wants me to go back for checkup. And (yay), I lost like 3.8kg in less than 48 hours but my immune system is very low and I get tired easily ): Whuuuuuuuuuuuuuut. Right now, I'm just thankful the powerful new medicine brought my temperature to normal, just that my throat's feeling angsty ugh.

♥

I love 3Loyalty soooooooooooooooo muchsies!!!!!! Seriously love you guys for all your concern and love and texts and heartwarming tweets :) Oh Lord, thank you for having mercy on me. Blessed is blessed.

I'll be back in ninja action tomorrow! No PE or morning jog though neh. Still, I have to see my lovelies :)

2011-07-04T07:19:00.000-07:00

Having a fever right now.

My body has been really weak since the start of Sec 3.

But I'm dragging myself to school 'cos I can't afford to miss lessons.
I love my friends and all their gws tweets/texts, yay.

Nothing will ever come between us, cos I'll be standing right next to you

/Edit/
I didn't go to school cos apparently I'm catching fire.
Missed lessons boohoo.

2011-07-02T07:17:00.000-07:00

It's July already. Everything's moving so fast omg. Life is a freaking routine, mundane and repetitive. First week of school and it already felt like I fought a war gosh. Every night, around 12-1am, I just plop onto my bed and fall asleep in 30 seconds. Yeah thats how draining Sec 3 life is. Even while typing this, I'm so tired ahhhhh horribly screwed up )': Then I kept reminding myself, 'God is here, He is here, He will provide', but where did my strength go to? I know sometimes God wants me to pick myself up but this time, uh things are getting really stressful so instead of saying prayers of requests and stuff, I just simply ask for help. Studies, CCA commitments/jobs. Oh yes, I'm in SNCO COMMITTEE 2011/2012 hahahaha as student conductor yay. I mean, my passion has been confirmed yupz.

TODAY WAS GOOD

SPORTS DAY 2011 AND RED HOUSE CHAMPIONS!

Ohmygoodness, how awesome can we get. Cheerleaders were fantabulous and we kept winning track events so it was kinda obvious Redddddd would win woohoo though close fight from Yellow and Green hahahaha ^^ Ended @ 12 and went down to Cat High Homecoming with Amanda :) Nom-ed at the primary canteen, average quality food and gosh saw the gayest gays everrrrrr!!!! Met many SN peeps yumin and yellow cheer team heehee. Bought KOI and went home and totally knocked out.

Hmmmm, my To-Dos and homework is never-ending. Like whenever I finish one set of emath/amath hw, Ms Quek would give like 2/3. So on this kind of DAILY ratio basis, it's a tough struggle. I have to buck up man though I'm really happy coordinate geometry (my weakest topic) has up-leveled to almost one of my bestest! Yay, God's working in my life. Hallelujah. Then again, every subject's so demanding and Ms Zhong keeps putting extra tons of pressure on me, ugh 3L pleaseplease pretty please cooperate and hand up hw, finish practicals and bring notes every lesson >:

Thought of BASIC when I came across this <3

Okay, life moves on and my daddy just bought prata back and I feel like eating but my body rejects food at this timing and I just finished all my EM homework and I'm listening to the Hillsong United, which simply brings me nothing but comfort and peace within :)

/Church tomorrow! And AMath tuition yay yay, am I the only one that loves tuition? Hahahaha I'm nuts.

10 days to Olevel Chinese Oral

2011-06-26T05:40:00.000-07:00

School's starting tomorrow, gonna be busy like mad but

Today was a great day. I mean, Sundays are forever the best days of weeks. And Praise Band was awesome. I'm really tired right now plus suffering from the major shock that I have teachers' interview for snco comm tomorrow during recess ugh.
Okay goodbye world, I'll miss you.

Do to others what you would have them do unto you.
Luke 6:31

Last week of hols

2011-06-23T20:32:00.000-07:00

Ohmygosh, June holidays are gonna be over in less than 3 days damn damn damn ahhhhh what!!!!!!!!!!!!! )': But yknow what, I actually like the overwhelming school routine cos everything just swallows you, not giving you time to overthink and stress is currently my best friend; makes me alive.
On a side note, I'm gonna remember 2011 June hols forever. I've grown so much really, I think so hahaha. I've learnt to prioritze really well, manage St.Nicks' legendary homework stress, run alot (ohyeah), make friendships stronger, had loads of time spent with BASIC, and really strengthen my faith in Christ.

MY GOD IS SO GOOD!

Be jealous muahahahaha.

Looking back on this week, it has been fabulous and it hasn't ended yet heehee! :)

Mon and Tues was like chiong homework and revise lots and lots and lots of Chinese 'cos apparently Chi Os are like round the corner /panicattack/ Then Wed, I went for muh first Creation Ministries International Seminar with Izeeeerbelle, Fanghui, Mandino and my family and other loads of church people kekekeke ^^ Due to my memory, I dont exactly remember what happened but I just recall it being very logical and life-hitting and I laughed alot hahahaha. And I got my iPhone 4, soooooo I'm a really happy girl.

YESTERDAY YESTERDAY YESTERDAY

Woke up early to head down to Tanjong Pagar for CIP @ Singapore Cancer Society with Yifan, Rachel, Sihui and Jiazhen. We were like so noisy and going crazy at every small little thing hahaha but it was a meaningful 6 and a half hours spent there for we unpacked 300+ goodie bags, sorted out 10 different types of pamphlets/stuff, knocked and assembled like 200+ keychains hohoho. Feel the power of us yupz. And like 1/2 the time, Yifan and I were spamming Hillsong United (<3) songs while we worked. Really thank God she came to believe in Christ, now I'd really like her parents to pick up the christian faith too. Yifan jyjyjy!!!

Rushed home with Daddy and ran like some headless chicken to tpy mrt to meet Hanwei, Isabel and Fang for dinner, which was banmian that was quite good and addictive (right Hanwei?) Hahaha, then we bus-ed to tpy south cc for badminton training. Sweated like a grilled pig and the people there are pro nuts!!!!! Home at 10 plus, super tired gahahahaha.

Today, I'll be going for my hair cut plus dye yes!!!!!!!! Thanks Mommy :)

And tomorrow, there's Praise Band rehearsal, gonna sing backup with Isabel yay yay yay woohooo. So Sunday service's gonna be the bomb hehehe plus Monopoly Deal with BASIC, watch out babes.
Uhmmmm, just realised I've got Sec 1 orientation programming to do bleh :/

Blessed to have a life like this, despite the terrible amounts of pressure from everywhere, God is almighty~

“ The more we let God take us over, the more truly ourselves we become - because He made us.
— C.S. Lewis

2011-06-19T08:57:00.000-07:00

HAPPY FATHERS' DAY DADDY!

This is my superhero Daddy. Someone I love alot alot alot alot. Someone that means the world to me. Someone that never fails to wow me at the amount of love he has. I always think to myself 'I'd really like to marry a man like him. Really'. Thank you Daddy, I really can't type out how I feel right now but... I love you.

DONT WORRY

Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow already has troubles of its own; Matt 6:34.

As much as I would like to give myself up and just stop worrying for nuts, I know I cannot do it. So Lord, please help me. Please, I beg of you. I pray that you'll give Aunty Jane some strength even when every single glimmer of hope seems to be disappearing now. Every gasp of breath you give to her, is some form of miracle and let her life continue to be a shining and powerful living testimony so that more people can be brought to You O God. Like what Isabel played on the piano today, Jesus you are mighty to save, mighty to save :) I thank you for TRBC, one big family that comes down on our knees, crying to you for your mercy on this family. And also for my own, that breaks down in tears for our fellow sister.

Last week of hols. Gonna be heck crazy, with the rushing of homework, revision matter. Not to mention my CIP @ SCS with Joyce, Praise Band and the fact that I've decided to go for Inter-Baptist Church Badminton Cup! And trainings by Uncle Andrew every thurs blehhhh.

Need to focusfocusfocus and goodbye, its like 12am on the dot.(my blogger's timing is screwed btw haha)

Church camp 2011

2011-06-17T07:39:00.000-07:00

OKAY SORRY BUT CHURCH CAMP PHOTOS SPAMMAGE

TRBC ONE BIG FAMILY WITH GOD'S GRACE ♥

Ferry, choppy waters ahhhhhhh.

Funny guys :)

GROUP 6 THE CRAZIEST GROUP HAHAHA

Day 1: At Tanah Merah Checkpoint, eggcited for camp

KAELYN AND KALEB OH MY LOVES

Last day boohoo, before the shopping :D

Hahahaha, this picture depicts the amount of things my dear roommate Jiahui brought! Totally amazing.

HOUSE B5'S PETS (HERMIT CRABS)!

Names please ask Isabel hehehehe.This was before they got transported to House B6 to join wy's big hermit crab which was found in the pool.

SPLASHHHHHHH!!!!

After pool-splash with kiddos. The towel smelled weird.

Bff at the beach awwww but this was Day 2 and I was running a temperature )':

BEACH VOLLEYBALL

With Isabel Weiyung Mandino Jeremy Esther JoLynn Isaac Uncle HanSeng playing in the court. Tough fight!

Mandino: 'Ahhhhh!! My slippers!!!' Jeremy: 'I help you!!!'

Epic scene of a pair of slippers floating into the ocean hahahahahaha roflmao.

Whoops Weiyung. Blame my photography skills muhahahahha :)

Hehehehe we pwn House B5~

AWWWW 姐姐 MAYANN *HUGS*

DAY 2 NIGHT

We were given a humongous challenge of taking over one session of kids' programme with wy leading us heehee. This is the ex-wonderkids us with the current ones saying the pledge together woohoooooo. But I'm just sitting there boo cos my fever was like 39?! Ugh.

PRETTY POOL OHYEAH

Charis and Kaelyn!
UNDERWATER CAMERAAAAAAAAAAA WAHAHAHA

Andrew.

HEY THERE PRETTY GIRL 8D

Last beachy moments <3

FAMILY

Awesome guys who skipped some awesome stones.

THIS IS SO ADORABLE ASLEGHYUOMXNDXUSWS! THEY'RE SUCH A LOVELY COUPLE. YOU ALWAYS SEE 'EM IN CHURCH HOLDING HANDS AS OLD AS THEY ARE.

And I got the chance to osim-massage Uncle Frankie (right). Omgoodness he was so cute gaaaaa.

Camp Speaker Dr Sun Po Ling, touched me from the bottom of my heart :)

GROUP 6 ONCE AGAIN @ THE TREE WE BRAVE THE ROCKY PATHS TO :D

CHURCH CAMP'13 SEE YOU SOON!!!!!!!!!!

♥

BASIC

2011-06-16T06:05:00.000-07:00

BASIC

Brothers And Sisters In Christ <3

OMG THIS IS BASIC. I LOVE EVERYONE HERE!

We're actually just like one big family, everyone's so bonded, yknow we feel so different whenever we're with our christian brothers and sisters. It's a bond that cannot really be explained sigh basic (Y)

Isabel, FangHui, Jiahui, Weiyung, Mandino, Jazz, Mayann, Jeremy, Lucas and my daddy :)

These bunch of people mean alot in my lives and I always lift them up to God everytime I pray.

Though now, we've grown up, things have changed, still we're connected by God's grace and mercy I believe.

OKAY YAY HAHAHAHA TODAY WAS FUN DAY WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

Went to IKEA with Mayann, Isabel, Fanghui, Weiyung and Jazz to mug-shop and we got like really pretty earth-brown ~~cups~~ mugs, ahhh they're pretty hehehe. And then we had hotdogs for lunch. Mayann actually got 2 for everyone of us! It was definitely too much for the girls so we gave 'em all to the guys. Got our mugs and we hit the car and blasted music like shit seriously. But it was so damn funnnnnn and all, like everyone on the road would see a rocking orange cute car. And Mayann kept doing sharp turns so the people sitting behind could major squash each other hahahaha. Dropped Weiyung off @ SP for his interview then headed to United Sq Popular to get manymany markers for the mugs, omg the markers were perfect heh :) We went back, did some surface design planning and we started only at like 3.30pm? Weiyung returned while we were almost done with writing HAPPY FATHERS' DAY and Jazz started on the moustaches yay. Overall, the mugs are really pretty. Wrapped 'em with wy and jazz with newspaper and pinkpaper and tied with red ribbons wheehee. It was like 6 plus haha idk really then Mayann drove us home awwwwww :')

Final product, all 40 mugs' moustaches drawn by Jazz hehehe, look super tumblr-ish but neh.

I still have alot of things but shall not release too many things here. Some things are better kept in the heart.

To Jazz, stay strong! He's having a hard time now and he's just hiding everything inside. Not gonna say what cos he only told me so everyone pray for the little dude.

Scared that you might change. 3 years later, who knows?

2011-06-14T21:29:00.000-07:00

Hmmm, I think this is really true. Hahaha, guess what? I'm back to a mundane and repititive life sigh. I have a million and one things to worry about and everything's moving at the speed of Japan's shinkansen ugh. Yes, I'm scared but I'm gonna feed my fears with FAITH, nothing but FAITH hoorah. And they're gonna starve to death ohyeah. Joining basic @ IKEA for mug-shopping and deco for Father's Day tomorrow! :)

'We' is a heartwarming word.

2011-06-13T07:09:00.000-07:00

Church Camp 2011 just ended yesterday. Pictures and a detailed blog post up soon. Tyvvvvm.

2011-06-09T06:03:00.000-07:00

Hello, its 21:04 and I'm wide-awake, alive and super excited for Church Camp'11 @ Batam tomorrow!
Omgoodness, it's gonna be the bestest 4 days of 2011 and definitely a blast ohyeahhhhhh /BASICFTW/

Life has been great, really really awesome. And I've finished reading Dear John and this was the first time ever a book made me cry gosh. It's a really good book, filled with so much emotions and such beautiful writing style. Ahhhh loved that book so much, I went to watch the movie online. And guess what? Though they cut out some scenes I was looking forward to, it was magnificent. So I cried even more at the touching scenes hehehe sorry emotional recently ): But it was so damn worth my tears. I should read 500 Days of Summer soon. I sound like some love-sick girl, oh well neverminds.
AND OH YEAH LIT ENG CHEM CHINESE HOLIDAY HW DONE FANTABULOUS WOOHOO.
Still left with Bio and Math, gosh but it has been a productive week and I thank God for that. And yes, handed in my application form for YWCA Volunteers! Uhm, pretty sure it's gonna worked out hahaha. Oh and I'm contemplating whether to join CA(Singapore)/FCS/Denvers so yup, gonna pray bout it yay.

Vociferate [verb] : To make noise vehemently, without seemingly any cause.
And my daddy used that to describe me sigh what on earth seriously hahaha :)

Argh this reminds me of Dear John again, cos they keep writing lovely letters to one another hahahahaha. But yet again, doesn't it feel great to be able to enjoy someone's presence without actually explictly saying everything out clearly? I mean, I'm not a very good comforter, but I always find it a natural ability to listen, just listen. Hmmm, I can't even say how it feels like aiyah forget it.

Tsk, its church camp tomorrow alsiewdmvipqwuriefnvcmdpplmbcgfytyolsloksdhsowkygsbshsnslqpq!!!

CHURCH CAMP'11 BASIC, WE'LL BRING THE HOUSE DOWN

I love minions.

You're missing out a terrific lot if you haven't heard my minion laugh muhahahahaha.

Yikes, I've gotta feeling (woooohooooo~) that I can't sleep tonight cos my heart's bursting with excitement. But my body's really tired, exhausted yep. So, please sleep tonight Vera Sng!

♥

2011-06-03T21:50:00.000-07:00

I'm blogging so frequently like every 4/5 days? Okay quite an achievement, at least I still some vibe attached to here :) Hehehe and yes listening to Sam Tsui, woohoo amazing voice (Y)
'WHAT GOES AROUND, COMES AROUND' Like a boomerang!
That was the sermon last week, learn to give. Okay hahaha some Singaporeans seriously have no heart man, so reluctant to give to the poor when they've got so much. But again, 'Blessed is the poor in spirit, for theirs is the the kingdom of Heaven' Matthew 5:13

Indeed, God > Me. He is the Great Almighty, never abandoning, ever loving. I guess I'll have to pray more to be able have peace within and quieten down to hear for His voice.

Life has been good always, forever thankful for the fact that I'm alive. It's a blessing already. The entire week I went back to school for Ms Quek's Math lessons. It was a feat yo! I feel so satisfied after each day, at night I just lie down on the bed, head facing ceiling and wonder 'Ohmygosh, you survived'. I ~~spend~~ dedicate like 5-6 hours just sitting in class chionging math hw, holiday hw, revision, brain-bursting questions over and over again. And truly by God's grace, I've done it omg yeah. Uhm, yes according the school diary bookmark that's like so CHORTENG hanging there, /When your classmates are your friends, you learn better/ Got to know YuQian better these few days and also Likshi and Joanna, all time lovelies, hahahah our little secret ftw.
This holiday is crazy. The amount of homework shit so much what to do? Hehehe but yesterday headed down to National Library wheehee the atmosphere to study was freaking good. Finished AM38-41 and holiday hw and then went for KOI (hahaha which was proven safe by AVA *phew*) then walk around Iluma then back to Hans to cram more maths. Yay, it was productive and fun. Love Likshi <3 Then went to gramps to play Monopoly Deal with cousins, damn zai they all, all attack me on the order from my daddy, who apparently was sick of losing bleh hahaha.

Gotta start prioritizing man! Do this do that ugh plus church camp next week woohoo 4D3N, we gonna bring the house down BASIC. Ohoh Amanda's also going there on the. exact. same. dates. Awesome, my cousins too hehe. Picture spammage ahahaha :)

Sigh, I'm having abit of trouble in my friendship with someone. Shall not say it here ):< I dare to admit, yes I am saddened, disheartened by this problem that slaps me in the face everytime I wake up in the morning but how? I'm disappointed at the fact that she took it so personally. What happened to 包容-ing between friends? Ugh, thank goodness I have someone trustworthy to confide in. Or else I'll just die of misery boohoo. I do hope she comes to talk to me, definitely want to hear her point of view so I wouldn't start judging. But somehow, it made me cherish the people who were always around for me so often, consistently make my day. So point is, being us both believers in Christ, I'm gonna leave this to God, communicate to Him more often :D

"If life gets too tough to stand, kneel.

— Gordon B. Hinckley

God will provide a way out ♥

2011-05-30T04:51:00.000-07:00

Oh my goodness. Isn't Stitch soooooooo adorable! Ugh just look at that blue thing, hahahaha yeayea Yifan scream la scream la, I know you want to! That's her love by the way. (Okay besides Vin Diesel)

'Vera, slow down. Slow down.'
There's this voice in my head telling me, reminding me everytime I feel breathless.
I didn’t quite understand it, but now I do.
Life has been so busy, mostly mentally and academically. With so much pre and post exam stress to handle, my list of To-Dos never seem to shorten. I know it’s manageable if I were to prioritise and plan my time well, it is possible to cope with everything. But it is really the mental drain that’s wearing me out. I feel like I’ve got a thousand and one things at the back of my head, all of them piling up on one another. And I’m going about life knowing that I’ve got this pile of To-Thinks and yet, the only time I can think in solitude is in the toilet.
I don’t feel tired exactly, not physically nor emotionally, just mentally I guess. Spiritually too, to be honest. I haven’t been able to take a step back from all the hurrying of deadlines, and set aside time to spend with the Father. I know I can spend the time still, amidst all these load. But it really isn’t easy. It’s my priorities. Gotta get it right in my spirit.

On a side note, Chinese Mock Os over omg yeah! That deserves to be celebrated hahaha. Now what? Yeah, did CIP yesterday. It was ~~horrible~~ okay. Well, always look at things in a positive way Vera.
And Sunday was good cos its church. I love BASIC really. They're an awesome lot of people, godly people. Not to mention my 14(going 15) year long bestfriend is there. Plus the many people close to my heart.
We went for lunch @ Popeyes. Fattening but who cares, bonding time ftw (Y)
GRRRR I have to go back to school every single day. For math and chem and whole lot of shit school stuff. Ugh, Singapore stress level sucks, evident sign here! *waves* Whatever happened to June holidays?
Okay and the amount of homework we get is crazy. Insanity, the teachers are insane! Every single subject ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh whattheshit. I simply have no guts to imagine how my Sec 4 life is gonna turn out ):< But look on the bright side!!!! Like today's paper compre passage '点点滴滴，每一件小事都会陠成你的成功之路' Hehehe, kinda struck me that I don't really have much time, and Chinese REAL Os Oral just round the freaking corner, Lord bless me sigh. Gonna faint already.
Yes, blogger has been my escape route everything I feel like ranting since primary school. Twitter's becoming a place I'm abit of scared of. Mostly because scary people that follow me are there. And sometimes I tweet without anything going in my head really, so again point-blank. Oh yes, been doing lots of guitar covers recently. Yay, my diploma's of use finally. And I'm getting really fed-up with erhu. Each time I play it, I have the absolute urge to smash it on the floor. I have no feelings towards it really. I don't deny. Just. An. Instrument. But CO's still good, never regretted joining this cca. Despite the many shitz that happened. And yes, conducting is my passion. And it's this passion that is keeping me going on.

YAY REALLY I LOVE THIS WHEN IT HAPPENS TO ME♡

Right, my body's acting all over again. It happens normally after exams. I don't know what's the cause. Psychological I guess. But seriously I cannot sleep. Ugh whats happening to me.
Neh, not a cause for worry though. Okay, my family has been out ever since this morning. Seriously they should really definitely stop leaving me at home, ALONE. I'm not acting whiny and I always thank God for such a lovely family but everybody please come back. Its the 4th time they did it this week, leaving their poor daughter to fend for herself. And my brother's always at wushu training, even right now annoying pig. Just go army dude. My gosh, this is tiring. But anyway, Science Centre tomorrow woohooooo :) LOYALTY BABEYHS BUT MATH IN THE MORNING BOO.

Listening to Sam Tsui, best thing on earth yo.

This picture hit me. It's like God, our Great Father Almighty, depicted by the elephant, looking at us, little children of His. Such love we don't deserve, who could actually give?

2011-05-24T05:23:00.001-07:00

So I've tried extremely hard to recall my password for my the other account for my old blog, but seriously I've aged alot, really. My last post was in 2009, when I was a little sec one girl yo. Hahahaha. So this is revival for my blogging passion yeah. Neh, I just like to pen down my thoughts when saying them means nothing :)

Gosh, it's the last week of Term 2 already!!!!! Time flies so fast, so many things just zoomed past. Sigh, I remember Ms Quek telling us yesterday 'Girls, think about your 20 weeks of school. Just think about it'. School is great. I damn love 3Loyalty'11! <3 Its kinda amazing how our class is so bonded by weird stuffs and of course, our freakin' amusing personalities. But really, I have to admit that at first I dreaded this class before school started, thats 2010. 'Cos it gave me the impression that it was a play-nonstop class. BUT HOHOHOHO WHAT ARE WE 3LOYALTY THE AWESOMEST GREY BADGE CLASS YO. HOW BOOMZ CAN WE GET! I mean, countless teachers have said that our class is really a good class, because we know how to work hard and play hard! Minus the crazy amounts of times we take our fun strolls to the toilets every change of period. But we're reallyyyy bonded, hardcore.
Anyway, today is a relatively good day. Got 'Dear John' by Nicholas Sparks from Jiamin woohoo :) Okay seriously my reading habit is back. Don't care if I look like a nerd on trains but books are amazing heh. Yep, so PE was shit. Height and weight is like the worst part of PE seriously. But unexpectedly, I grew 0.5cm, so i'm 165cm hahahaha. Then my weight was a sad story. But at least i'm not underweight anymore. In your face Dad. We played Captain's Ball, wheeee it was funfunfun and I sweated like a grilled fat pig ugh. And free periods for chi for the entire week yay!!! Played Monopoly Deal and that Vanessa and Yifan totally pwned the game hehehehe. Chem was stupid, as usual and 4 periods of straight AMaths, are you kidding me?!?!?! I survived though. But my holidays are like choped by my parents and Ms Quek ughughughhhhhh ): Maths class from 8.30-12.30 like very often and my mom apparently signed me up for Adam Khoo AMaths Workshop like 3 days in a row and 4-7/8. Okay my brains are really gonna be fried, deep-fried I meant. Intensive practice makes perfect /triestothinkpositive/ Then we had the really weird SYF sort of celebratory lunch. Average. Then Tuesday Tango!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Awww man, Miaw and Trina like plain awesome and pretty only lah. Wonglye couple sang too and my goosebumps kept coming wtf hahaha. Home with Likshi and Debbie (Y)

Okay sorry everything's in one big chunk. I type fast when I'm excited.
Off to open and read Dear John, smell the crisp book fragrance, haha sounds perverted though.
Oh yes, I'm been watching season 1 of Fringe with Daddy hehehe. Abit hard to understand sometimes, but dont watch if you can't take gross scenes and dark matter roflmao.
AND SNCO COMM AUDITION ON FRIDAY 27/4. Don't know what to say or feel about this really.

"if we are faithless, He remains faithful"
(Jasmine Goh's blog, lovely one: champagnelights.blogspot.com)

Oh and how do I stop trembling hands? :/